JessiKA-POWW!™

Can't stop listening to The Used. They've been my favourite band since 6th or 7th grade. so amazing. sounds cliche, but they probably helped save my life. I haven't blogged in forever!!! Got internet taken away on my laptop because i got my nose pierced a while ago and have just forgotten to ask for it back. haha

I hope everyone had a wonderful halloween. i know i did. I spent it with a couple close friends and my boyfriend. We went and hung out at someone's house party. super fun. there was this one girl dressed up as a french maid and her ass cheeks were hanging out. Jenna and i kept staring at her and pointing it out to people. so funny. There was some behemoth that kept hitting on my boyyyyy. so lame. I dressed up as my favourite animal a peacock!! We forgot to take pictures, but im sure there are some floating around somewhere...

 

 

I've been doing really well lately. Just had a huge scare, but all is well. I am loved by an amazing someone and i love him too. We've been talking about moving to New York to pursue modeling and acting. so hopefully all turns out well. fingers crossed!!!

I've been desperately searching for some flat over the knee boots that won't cost me an arm and a leg. If you know of any please let me know!!!  

 

I NEED!!!!

I've come across an amazing website called www.fifi-lapin.blogspot.com

She is an adorable little bunny with the best fashion sense i've seen in a while and she wears all of the latest and greatest designs.

 

 

 

Inspired by Luella.

 

 

SO adorable. What do you guys think of these??

Xoxo

-J

With the concept of love.

Not sure if it's for me or if i'll ever find it. I sure do like the idea behind it though.

My birthday was on sunday.

Somewhat dissapointing. My morning was wonderful and bri took me to a really fancy amazing brunch. Then we fed the ducks and went and bought cigarettes and coffee. I don't really smoke but i thought i'd buy some for the hell of it. She didn't even ID me. :[

Then went out to dinner with the family. Grandparents were being very annoying. I wasn't in the best mood.

Got some lovely Betsey Johnson Jewelry from my parents and other stuff.

 

Most of my family forgot it was my birthday. so did some of my friends. oh well.

I have such a love hate relationship with love songs.

One of my best friends just inforned me that she now officially has a boyfried!!! sooo stoked for her!! It's about time. haha

Waiting for fall weather to finally set in. I'm aching for it to be cold.

 

I got an amazing 60's sequin shift dress. it's hot pink and amazing. Also a vintage sequined cream sleeveless zip up shirt/vest. I love shopping. It's my cure all and my coping mechanism. I need more shoes and a bigger closet.

Saw Inglorious Basterds for a third time today. so amazing. Seriously, if you haven't seen it yet go do it. I'm buying it as soon as it comes out on Bluray.

SUUUPER sore right now. Took a Circus class on monday. Circus meaning Lyra, trapeze, and silks. SO much fun. It's so different than anything else and everyone there is so nice and happy to teach you whatever you want to learn. I mostly did tricks on the trapeze. I wish i could be in Cirque De Soleil. It would be so amazing.

 

 

XOXO

-J

ahhh so hungry.

This is my first blog from my new MacBook Pro. I'm in love. So amazing. Expensive but worth every penny.

 

The internet is so addicting.

So is skype.

haha

anyways. i just decided that i need to stop spending so much money on clothes, and start spending it in shoes.

hahaha

horrible.

 

My birthday is in three days!!! But i have no clue what the hell i want to do for it. Cheesecake factory with the fam maybe? no clue. It's a big one too. hmmm. I've got time to think about it i guess. Also i have no clue what i want for my birthday. I have everything i want. 

So i just asked for shoes, clothes, and Jewelry. 

hahaha

It's been SOOOO damn hot these last couple days, and my house is sans air conditioning. Kill me.

SUPER excited for the fall fashions to come out. Fashion is a huge part of my life. The highlight of my day is usually getting dressed. I always change my outfits because i get excited about something. hahaha.

Some things i'm loving for fall right now are

Studs & Hardware:

Doc Martins:

Menswear Inspired Fashion:

Knee High Boots:

 

Dark Lipsticks:

Fringe:

Beanies:

 

Military Inspired Jackets:

 

 

Xoxo

Your Fashionista

-J

Just made the best creme of wheat. lots of brown sugar & butter.

theres nothing to eat in my house and it's annoying.

 

Finally saw inglorious basterds! You MUST see it! So amazing. one of the best movies that i've seen in a loooooong time.

Tomorrow i'm having coffe with my cousin, meeting with my agent & then i'm going shopping. hopefully getting my laptop...

It's so weird! my sister and all my friends started college today and i'm taking a year off so i'm stuck at home without a car and i feel very useless. I have so many errands i need to run but no way to get there! ahhhhh.

My birthday is in 12 days!!!!

I'm so stoked, but i have no idea what i want for my birthday or for what i want to do. hmmm.

Any ideas?

I'll probably just end up asking for shoes. hahaha

My agent had me dye my hair dark brown and i'm loving it! I think it suits me well. I'll miss being a blonde but oh well.

Test shoot on thursday.

My brain has been a bit fried this week. I accidently skipped a dose of my medication so it's thrown me off. It's getting better but it's been hard. Eventually i want to stop taking medication all together and go organic. We'll see.

Well that's all for now. If you have any suggestions on what i should do for my birthday let me know!!

xoxoxox

-J

Musicians express themselves through song, artists through art, well me. My medium of choice is fashion.

It's my creative outlet and my favourite part of the day is probably getting dressed.

I'm searching the internet for birthday present ideas. Mine's in 3 weeks and i can't think of anything i really want. I'll probably just end up asking for a bunch of shoes & clothes. typical.

I'm currently wearing a black zipper bodysuit, grey cutoff jean shorts, black studded belt, Dolce vita criss-cross heels, red lipstick, a sequined beret, and a thousand different silver bracelets.

i've been so obsessed with so many different songs and bands. currently it's been bright eyes. i forgot how much i love themmm. such amazing lyrics.

Been dealing with insomnia and staying up into the early hours of the morning. The other night i stayed up until 5:45am, then 4:30am, and last night i finally fell asleep at 2:30am. it sucks, but i feel like i can function better when i get less sleep. weird.

I think it's necessary to surround yourself with positive people and ones who love you. I've been weeding out some friends who aren't exactly up to par lately. Sorry if i can't make everyone happy and live up to their expectations. I'm only so mature, and i'm still growing. people are rediculous sometimes. i just don't get it. oh well. it's just how people are i guess. They need time to grow up too.

 

Super busy week. monday i shot with Spanish Moss Vintage, Thursday i drove up to LA and went to two castings, then had a late night with some friends, friday had a casting for charlotte russe and then went to lunch with my friend Alexx, thn dinner with my friend Joe, and charlotte's going away party.

 

was supposed to go up to hollywood tomorrow, but i just was informed that my friend's band's show got cancelled. oh well. :[

I need to buy a BUNCH of studs, and whatnot. I feel like studding everything.

not sure what today will bring, but i'm ready.

Au Revior

 

xoxoxo

-J

 

Well hello there!

Feeling inspired so i thought that i'd write a bloggggggg.

 

Today i woke up and got dressed, then went to starbucks with my friend Jenni. Then went over to michael's house to get her back piece finished. It didn't end up getting finished, but he got one of the flowers done. She has a back piece with waves and lotus flowers floating in the water. So amazing!

If theres one thing that i can't stand is when people that are your friend suddenly drop you and then come back to you when it's convienient for them. I mean if someone needs space theI'll give them space. Especially if you don't know whether or not you've done something wrong or something to upset them. I'm most likely over reacting, but theres still that thought at the back of my mind.

On a positive note I should have my license by the end of september at the latest! I'm so excited. My parents traded in our old van and bought a new prius. At first i hated the look of it, but it's grown on me quite a bit. It's awesome because the gas mileage is amazing and to start the car you just put your foot on the break and push the start button! So high-tech but very interesting. I feel like everyone has them now. Or maybe since we just got one i'm finally noticing them more.

 

Went to dinner today with Jenni & old roomate Danielle. She's like my sister. But our waiter told me that i reminded him of his friend. For some reason this always happens to me. I had a feeling i knew who he was talking about. I don't know how to explain it. I ended up playing two games of tic-tac toe with him. The first round was a tie & i won the second one! hahaha I'm pretty sure he let me win. we ordered and then he came back and showed me a picture of his friend and it turns out that i know the girl! Her name is emily and she models with me. She's super gorgeous and super sweet. Small world.

 

Always trust your instincts.

Agent called me today and asked if i would be free to do a test shoot with some photographer whos name escapes my mind right now. But i'm shooting with him sometime next week. so stoked to have new pictures and to finally be doing more modeling. Practice makes perfect!

I'm so excited for fall to be here! so sick of the summer heat. Fall is my favourite season by far. But i wish i was going back to school shopping. haha oh well. It's bittersweet i guess. I need to start looking for a roomate and an apartment in santa monica soon. It's so expensive though!

34 more days until my birthday!!!! sooooo excited. I need to plan my party! It's going to be amazing.

It's so interesting how people's tastes change. I used to really like rap music and today i was listening to it with my friend in her car and i don't really like it now. Or maybe it's just the new stuff thats out. Some of the songs are so vulgar and offensive!!!

Current things i'm loving:

Spider Cardigan by Betsey Johnson

 

Unicorn Princess pumps by Jeffrey Campbell

Self explanitory

Marc Jacobs Heels

Sorry for the super long blog today.

I was just feeling inspired and i wanted to write. haha

 

 

Ciao,

xoxoxox

-J

Found so many new songs that i'm in love with.

My current favourites are:

You Stood me up by Benji Hughes

Bulletproof by La Roux

Heads will roll by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Steriods by Mr. Oizo

Nothing better by The Postal Service

1901 by Phoenix

And that's just some of them!

 

I'm in desperate need of a shopping trip and maybe a vacation to NY. I miss that place so much. I've only been there once but it feels like home to me. Kind of hard to explain, but you get the idea.

Love this picure so much! It's just fabulous.

Got my hair done on wednesday finally! I got it cut differently and added some baby pink around my fringe and the side of my face. I love it so much! It's nice to have a change from the typical blonde. I want to add some more colours to my hair but i have a feeling that my agent would kill me! haha oh well, we'll see.

I forgot how much i love Elton John. such good music.

I love rediscovering things that i haven't been into in a while.

I need to find these boots. so fabulous!

 

I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately and finally found a drastic change that i was looking for. I'm not going to say what it is because its not what it seems and you might get the wrong idea. But it's sort of like group therapy. Not really targeted towards me, but it's helping me realize a lot of things. I'm going tonight! So excited! I feel like that guy from fight club. I always forget his name even though i've read the book & seen the movie countless times. But after going to these meetings i feel like i can finally forgive and forget some people who have effected me negatively in my life and i can finally sleep.

I really want to plan a bonfire party or just some sort of party! But i really just want to eat all the smores.

hahaha

What are some of your favourite things to do during the summer??

 

xoxoxo

-J

 

ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Audrey Kitching!

 

Currently listening to American Girl by Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers.

I'm diggin it.

Got the nails done today. Red sparkles and a yellow lightening bolt on my ring fingers is honour of harry potter.

Didn't get to see it for the midnight showing. All the tickets were sold out and i waited too long to get them. oh well.

going tomorrow for a matinee at 2:25pm. I hope it's good. It's my favourite book out of the series.

 

I've been stressing about school.

Not sure if i'm going to be able to afford living in Santa Monica. ughhhhhhhhh.

FML.

hahaha

I'll figure things out.

 

Sorry for being M.I.A. my sister fucked up the computer by downloading something onto it so this is the replacement one until my dad can fix our other one.

 

I've been a lot happier lately. A little lonely, but happy. i did a lot of thinking and worked a few things out with myself. I'm thinking of going to therapy for a bit to get over some stuff i don't know how to move past. Just memories from when i was younger. I'm not sure how to get past them and everyone could use a little help! i just need to find someone i can trust for the moment.

It's funny how horoscopes are always right! I always check mine and they are always correct!

 

Just went food shopping and stocked up on some num nums!

I'm going crazy not being able to update my ipod.

The orange cat is asleep on my printer at the moment.

Which is better, Cats or dogs? I like them both.

 

xoxo

-J

I put them in the fridge and now im eating one.

so cold and soooo good. kind of hurting my teeth though. hmmmm.

i need to leave in a half an hour to do some job for unite eurotherapy products. not really sure what i'm supposed to be doing but i guess i'll find out.

I ditched the truffle for a peach. yummmmm. so good.

I think it's interesting how everything in your life can be going so well and all of a sudden you have a mini emotional breakdown out of nowhere. That's what happened to me last night. I really need to find someone i can confide in.

I need to get out more.

Pictures are up from the Spanish moss vintage shoot that i did.

they turned out so well!

 

such cute stuff!!

 

www.spanishmossvintage.com

 

go look!!!!

 

i'm wearing jeans, heels, and a black wifebeater right now. ew. so not me but thats what they asked me to come wearing.

i'm also sans make-up.

blahhhh

 

xoxo

 

Jess

 

p.s.

i'm on twitter. follow meeeee

www.twitter.com/jessikastine

wowwwww.

sorry for the lack of updates. i've been oh so busy.

Thursday was graduation. so surreal. i don't feel like i'm done. it just hasn't set in yet.

just got back from an early dinner with katie. today was her graduation! i'm so proud of her. love that girl. she's like a sister to me.

Shot with Spanish Moss Vintage yesterday. they have SUCH amazing clothes. i was in vintage heaven.

www.spanishmossvintage.com.

apparently she sells to everyone everywhere like Daisy Lowe, etc. super fun shoot.

even though i was dead tired. lack of sleep and lack of coffee. didn't get anything to eat except for some yummy hummus & chips. not to mention the coffee! yum. i was such an angry person. worked from 11-6 then got a burrito, went home and crashed.

horribly sleepless night.

I'm always tired though.

Went to epicentre on saturday. Jenni and i got Pat & oscars before the show. chatted a bit then went to see Sky Harbor & A shattered hope play. they did so well! talked to some people then left. We decided to see the hangover at the last minute. sooooooo funny!

test shooting with some hair product place either wednesday or thursday. i'm still waiting on details!

I'm loving all things vintage right now.

I want to get a pair of thigh high fringed boots. i wore a pair yesterday and fell in love.

I love my job because it sets me up for so many amazing opportunities to work with all these great inspiring people.

yesterdays shoot made me want to go shopping so badly. loved it.

Changed my hair a bit. instead of straight across bangs i changed it up with semi-angled blunt cut bangs. i LOVE them. i'm thinking of adding some extensions just for a change. i want something new.

 

off to do laundry and hopefully go to target!

What's your favourite movie?

xoxo.

Jessika.

 

p.s. can anybody find me somebody to love? Maybe i'll adopt a kitten. guys are just too much.

Let me start off by just saying that no matter how hard things get. They will always get better. Maybe not in the amount of time that you want them to, but eventually. sometimes you need to take a good look at the big picture, take a hot shower, have a good cry, and carry on with yourself. I'm not telling you to just go and fake a smile and pretend everything is peachy keen. But just step back, and give yourself a break.

I'm so good at giving other people advice, i hardly can take my own.

 

People amuse me so much. how they can go from being in your life every single day, to randomly dissapering just as fast as they have come. Very interesting how different people are when it comes to handeling their problems. Some will accept the help from others, while some will push the ones that love them away for a while.

eventually everything returns to normal and you forget all about what happened, until the cycle begins again.

Just like clockwork.

 

I mean, there are days where i can barley get myself out of bed. But i suck it up and do it. now i'm not comparing myself to anyone and i'm not trying to say that i have it harder than most people. I have a lot to be thankful for and i just hope that people can open their eyes and see how much their friends and family really mean to them and love them unconditionally.

I need to stop giving so much to people because i always end up getting hurt by them.

I know this will eventually work against me so i'm going to build some walls and see who cares enough to break them down.

In other news.

School is out in eight days. i cannot wait!

Excited to finally begin my life.

There is talk about assisting qith make-up for a certain someone.

one clue.... pink.

 

I could not even express how grateful i am for the people in my life that have shaped me in every way possible.

Both positive and negative.

 

Let the past be the past.

 

Stick to your guns & Sail with the tide.

 

xoxo

Jessika.

 

I lost my voice last night.

 

The benefit show was last night and it was amazing!!!!

Hello, Astronaut played first and did an amazing job, then The alert signal went on. meanwhile i was freaking out because my third band was coming from LA. They got there at the last minute and i was so relieved. Then that band Run Lola Run! played. They were amazing! they have such crazy energy and they are so cute! hahaha ladt but not least Sky Harbor played. suuuuuuch an amazing show. i'm so proud of myself!!

On Friday Jenna, Joe, Stefan and I drove all the way up to Hollywood to go see the wonderful Sonny Moore play a show at the Knitting Factory. I really like that venue. when he played his last song 'mora' a bunch of people started getting up on the stage. so Jenna grabbed my hand and we jumped up there too with everyone else!! i almost knocked one of the amps over. haha but it picked it back up. it was getting super crowded so i jumped on the riser and just started dancing. such a good time.hahaha

 

Saturday was prom. We went to sushi at Miso harney in old town and then we went to prom. we danced and took pictures. Then they announced who won prom queen and i won!!!!! hahaha they gave me a crown and a sash. so funny. but awkward because i had to slow dance with the prom king and i didn't know him that well. weird. but at the end of prom i started feeling sick to my stomach and thought it was from lack of sleep and dehydration. we got home on friday at 3:00am. haha but i drank some water and still didn't feel better. long story short. I ended up getting sick at prom. hahaha stupid bad sushi. oh well.

Just thought i would catch up and update those of you who actually read this.

going to a soma show on friday. a bunch of my friend's bands are playing.

Saturday is the westview benefit fashion show

and then next week i have my Big fashion show on the 30th.

 

i'm a very busy girl.

i've been doing homework literally all day.

and now i'm going to go pass out on my bed.

 

ciao!!

xoxox

Jess.

Lazy sunday.

 

My mother is in the kitchen making my sister a red velvet cake. I'm sitting here at the computer writing this with a headache and i'm listening to The Secret Handshake. Thinking of all the make-up work i have to get done this week. Hello stress. I'm very familiar with you.

 

Anti-anxiety/mood stabilizer medicine is making me lose weight. I don't get hungry so i don't eat. I've lost an inch and a half off my waist and my pants are getting baggy. No bueno. At least it's helping me feel better. or so i think.

Friday i felt horrible. I had a migrane & accidently ate a spring roll that had meat in it. no one told me it had meat until i was halfway done eating it. I felt horrible physically and psychologically. Parents went to dinner with some friends and i stayed home and made myself soup and watched muppet treasure island. I love having the house to myself.

Spent the night at Jenna's last night.we watched Muppets is space. and played some board games. didn't end very well but we put in peter pan and went to bed.

Went to the beauty supply today and was going to go to ihop for breakfast, but the line was too long and i was in a sour mood. i settled for chocolate pop-tarts instead.

An iced coffee from McDonalds sounds good right now. it's about the only thing besides the apple pies that i will get from there. Their food is gross. but i do miss the cheeseburgers everynow and again.

Looking forward to olive garden and red velvet cake tonight. Sister's birthday was on friday. Mine is in four months. I need to start planning my birthday!!

I've been listening to The Secret Handshake on repeat for a while.

sooooo good. I suggest you go buy it from itunes. otherwise the CD is $13.00

Graduation is only two months away. i cannot wait! come soon.

Trying to decide if i want to go to prom or not. it's too expensive, but i got nominated for prom queen.

 

Should i go??

 

xoxo

Times are getting hard but we've got to push through.

I'm lucky to have the people that are in my life right now. They mean the world to me.

I've been having heart trouble for a couple weeks but i'm all healthy and everything. :]

no worries. It's just a combination of stress and anxiety attacks. It's all under control now though. The first night that i'm actually home in three days is pretty depressing. well, just boring when you get used to doing things every day. i didn't quite know what to do with myself. I ended up doing laundry and cleaning my bunnie's cage. she's happy.

Got a new addition to the family. His name is sprinkles and he is very happy. He's a fancy goldfish just in case you were wondering.

 

It's just been a very busy week and i'm having trouble adjusting to a slower pace. all in good time.

I'm planning a benefit show for my senior project and it's way more work then i thought. especially when people aren't very reliable. But i've got the bands and everything. Calling to book the venue tomorrow.so hopefully everything should go smoothly.

Graduation is in four weeks. so stoked!

everyone should go buy The Secret Handshake's new CD.

It's adorable and amazing.

Always a good time.

 

xoxo

little watermelons.

i need to get better at writing these consistantly. sorry to whoever reads them

;]

Last week was crazy. had a little scare thinking i was going to fail one if my classes but it turned out that i got a C in it. so that's

was a good thing.

 

Spent all of last week at Jenna's house because my parents were in New Orleans on a bussiness trip and i didn't want to be around my sister and her boyfriend who is over every single night. I like him, he's nice. But honostly every single night. I can't stand my sister. she's stupid and immature. She got her neck pierced. I have been wanting to get that piercing for a while and bitch went out and got it. She still hasn't told me about it. i hate her i hate her i hate her. My parents found something in her room and had a little chat with her about it. They confronted her about the piercing and whatever. i don't really care. Today she apologized to danielle about making her mad. When danielle asked what about she said her piercing. Danielle said she didn't care and asked why she was apologizing in the first place. Cailyn said "because of your friend that wanted it". the friend meaning me, her sister. I'm not talking to her. She's not worth my time or energy.

 

Woke up this morning and felt like shit and a half.

I had the most amazing dream. It was like some school activity where you had to go through all these stores to collect as much fake money as you can and it was hidden everywhere. like in drawers etc. Then i went to the cliffs above the beach and there were a bunch of people sitting on them, and one of my friends was there. he looked sad so i asked him what was wrong. I forgot what he said but we started kissing and we just watched the waves crash. then i think we got married or something and we moved into a treehouse thing. we were in love and then i woke up to some stupid ass phone call/voice recording thing.

I was a super sad panda.

"i love sleep. my life has the tendency to fall apart when i'm awake, you know?"

Horribly boring day today.

Got my nails done with jenna yesterday. they look like fish scales.

 

oh well.

things will get better in time.

xoxoxoxo

Hello little cupcakes.

went to a funeral yesterday in La. It was for my dad's best friend's dad. It was at a beautiful church. I am in now way religious but it was a beautiful service. They gave out prayer cards with a picture of my uncle's dad and on the other side was a picture of jesus. halfway through the service my sister starts laughing and when i asked her what she was laughing about she told me that y mom handed her the picture of jesus and said "it looks like jesus has been eating too many otter pops." hahaha my mom would say something like that at a funeral. I didn't cry but i almost did. Only when the family was walking down the aisle it got to me. They just looked so broken and sad.

This survey gets a little personal can you handle it?
Of course. Hit me with your best shot.

Have you ever been called a slut?​​
Probably.

Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Nope. If you are. Please tell me. haha

Is it easy to make you cry?
Not really. I hide my feeling really well. Not the best thing i guess.

Do you consider yourself lucky?​
Luckier than most.

I bet you miss somebody right now?
Yes i do.

I bet you're thinking about someone right now?
You've got me thinking.

Can you honestly say your okay right now?
No.

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
Of course.

Do you hate when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf?​​
Nope, as long as i'm in a secure relationship i'm good.

Girls are bitches, am i right?​​
Never trust a hoe.

Have your bfs/gfs met your parents?​​
Mhmmm,

What do you have pierced on you?
Ears pierced twice & septum.

Have you ever been on a blinddate?​​
nope!

When is the last time you saw fireworks?
On T.v.

Are you taller than your mom?
Yes i am. By like 5 inches. She's 5'4 & i'm 5'9

What are you planning on doing after this?​​
probably going to bed. or more 'surfing the web'


Who will the next person you kiss be?​​
no clue. hopefully someone i like. but most likley it will be my cat.
Does that count? hahah

Have you ever liked someone and never told them?​​
All the time.

What is bothering you right now?
Lots of things.

Lose a best friend lately?​​
Kind of. More like i lost trust in her and we are slowly drifting apart.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?​​
My mama, Nellie, & Jenna!

Are you okay with your boyfr​iend/​​​​​​girlf​riend​ being​ frien​ds with their ex?
It makes me a little uneasy.

Did you cry today?​​
Almost. But just because i was frusterated.

Was today a good day?
Meh. I've had better ones.

Have you ever smoked a cigarette?​​​​
yes

What are you eating for dinner tonight?​​​​
Starbucks.

Are you in a relationship?​​​​​​​​
Nope.

Do you regret anything?​​​​
Mhmm

What are you excited about?
friday night &

Do you like to cuddle?​​​​
LOVE to.

When was the last time you saw your father?​​​​
Don't really care

How did you get all your scars​?​​​​
From depression and falling over various things.

When you last got dress​ed,​​​​ did you put on your botto​ms or your top first​?​​​​
Bottoms fa shooooo

Who'​​​​s the first​ perso​n you turn to when you need a shoul​der to cry on?
Nellie.

Would​ you move to anoth​er state​/​​​​​​​​count​ry to be with the one that you love?​​​​
Of course.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?​​​​
Very.

Are you a loud person?​​​​
Sometimes

How many months until your birthday?​​​​
Only Six more!

Who were the last people you ate with?​
Myself. I made ramen

Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?​​​
Of course. If you get heartbroken most times you will have the same expectations for the next
relationship.Simple Psychology

Who was your last missed call from?​​​
Mama.

Why didn't you answer?​​​
I was on the phone with someone else.

Has anyone of the opposite sex sang to you?
I have a song written about me. It used to make me cry. But now i listen to it
and laugh because it's so cheesy.

How many people​ have you ​completely​ fallen for?
None.

What'​​s on your mind?​
Too many things. School, past relationships, waking up to go to school tommarrow,
it's a grind or starbucks?

What makes​ you happy​?​
Being with friends, shopping, my cat Kyle, magazines, good books.

Do you know what you want in life?​
To be happy, to have an amazing job that i love, to be known, to make a difference,
to inspire. I want a lot out of this life.

Can you hones​tly say that thing​s are runni​ng smoot​hly for you?
Somewhat. Inside i'm a mess, but i keep putting myself back together.

​Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
mhmmm.
Gypsyhook by Sonny Moore.

What are some thing​s that you have to have every​ where​ you go?
Cell phone, wallet, sunnies, ipod, make-up... pretty much everything in my purse.

If the year consi​sted of only one seaso​n,​​ which​ would​ you choos​e?​
Fall.

ayeohhhhhhhhh!
Hello loves.

Got my sunnies yesterday and they are super fabulous! I cannot take them off.
I'm still in the process of breaking in my steve madden heels and my feet hurt from walking around all yesterday. Love them though.


Friday night was epic. The boys played an amazing set and i had lots of fun. even though i was behind the merch table selling shirts and CD's for most of the night. I had company. Wore some crazy leggings and a pink tank with a bunny on it. It always reminds me of nightmare before christmas, and everyone kept asking me if it was from Donnie Darko. After their set we went to a 24hr. mexican resturant and got some bean & cheese burritos with Enchilada sauce. They had a jukebox so we played some songs, danced around and took a thousand pictures which involved drawing moustaches on our fingers. Super excited for their next show.


It will be epic.
Check out their myspace.
www.myspace.com/whiteappletree

Waiting for everyone to get ready again.
haha
story of my life.
then going to get some bagels & coffee. maybe run some errands, then off to dinner and then the ballet.
Nellie is dancing tonight and i'm excited to see her.

What do you guys usually do on sundays?



xoxo

Today is senior ditch day.
I'm waiting for my sister to get ready so we can go pick mom up and have breakfast. well i guess that would be brunch now.
I hate it when i'm all ready to go somewhere and i'm waiting on someone!! haha. I'm just impatient.


White apple tree show tonight. Super stoked, hopefully it will be a drama free night. They're playing at epicentre. My fingers are so cold that i keep misspelling words and having to use the backspace buttton. ahahaa.I'm finally getting my hair done tommarrow. yayyy! no more nasty roots. I get my Chanel sunnies todayyyy!!! i'm wearing a dress and it's cold outsideso it's probably not the best idea. oh well. haha guess i'll just get some coffee.





Today is just an overall good day for meee.


What are you doing today/this weekend?

That's from one of my favourite songs right now.
Black & Gold by Sam Sparro
so good.

Not such a good day today. Lots of drama about stupid things and other things that had been building up inside and just waiting to be said. But now all is well. You learn to forgive and forget. I have the habit of apologizing about things that are hardly ever my fault.

School is super stressful right now. We went back on monday and i'm already swamped with things to get done. Plus people wanting me to do everything. I have a civics exam tommarrow morning and a presentation third period in marine science. blehh. kill me now. haha

I really want to make changes to my apperance & my life. I started by painting my walls an amazing teal turqiouse blue colour. so pretty. Then i got cuppycake a new tank. haha he loves it! I need to sit down and relax more. i want to dye my hair a light light frosting pink colour for like a week and then get my roots did. that would be fun. i also want to get those crazy asian nails with the bits of everything on them. like candy and cupcakes and different sorts of things.




Got some new stuffs. A grey over coat from forever 21 that is adorable and some hair flowers and headbands. along with a tank top with a bunny head on it. amazing but i have to fix it. the only size they had was a large, and of course being me i had to have it. so now i have to sew it so it will fit. Speaking of which. Fitting for the liquid runway show on saturday. i should probably start working out.

The seven deadly sins photoshoot went very well! hair and make-up turned out great. it seems like recently everyone has asked me to do their hair and make up for various things. Hopefully i'll have time to do my friend danica's make up on sat.

well little darlings i'm off to do other things and i still haven't eaten. I swear i always forget to eat, it's not that i do it on purpose but i just get so busy.

Late day tommarrow so that means coffee in the morning followed by a stressful day. oh well, we've all got to get through it one day at a time!

XOXO